so prone to fall apart,
collapsing underneath all that ever was
what i always wanted to be there,
always failed to appear
it just isn’t mean to be,
i need what i can never ever have
i’m there, but to you, i’ve already left this place,
and left it all behind
i’m collapsing,
the more you turn away, the more i disappear
the more i want this, the more i can’t have it
i can see you, but you won’t ever see me
now i know it just wasn’t meant to be
a rose can’t fall for such a filthy machine
there’s nobody here who can bring me out of this
for all that could have been, and all that never was
i’ve left you all behind, and drifted off to sea
because i’ve always been behind,
and held so far below it
i was never up there with all of you,
so far below the ground
(it’s come to this) because of what you’ve made me,
this life was sure to break me,
now i leave you all so far behind,
like you’ve all left me
it’s too late to turn this back,
too late to make it right
too late to open my eyes,
i’ve already lost my sight
so alone, isolated,
and withdrawn from everything
i can’t make it the way things should have been
there’s no turning back, no repair
all these regrets, and all this empty air
it’s taken me so long, i’m still far below it
i fall apart, and crumble underneath the pressure