please try to forgive me before i fall away from this
all my life i've been a liar,
i've just been living this out
stuck on the inside,
with no reason for doubt
but once i'm drained and empty,
i'm useless to some
what will become of me once i'm gone?
i'm reeling and running out,
this cup is almost gone
you can see a dying world,
every time you look through my eyes
i'm watching myself from the outside,
how i wish i wasn't here right now
can i take myself away,
if today will be the last day?
this punishment you put me through,
you break me in two
i'm in pieces,
while you stay whole
living everyday like it'll be the last,
i didn't want this to come true
it's all because of you
i've tried so hard,
but failed in the end
i ask you to forgive me,
this can't be the last day
i've done nothing to deserve this,
please let me escape
i've tried to stay awake through this nightmare
but i just can't help becoming the things i hate
i just can't help contradicting myself
but if i'm just like everyone,
why makes me so different?
why am i withdrawn,
from everything and everyone?
i want to be free,
i want to become, but you won't let me
please don't let this be the last for me
turn this back around,
i want it to be like it was before
i've tried so hard to escape this cell
please unlock this door,
i don't want to be alone
tied down to this stone,
let me out, don’t let this be the last