and i know i should, but i just can't stop.
i really wish you would, but you just won't stop.
i'm starting to fold under all this pressure.
it won't be long now, it can't be long now.
i keep giving in, pretty soon i'll just give up.
i can't live up to this, so i'll keep dying then.
and i don't know if you still feel this.
but i still do, i still find comfort in this.
even though i don't want it, i still need it.
i'll never understand this.
when will i understand you?
can't it just stay b&w? with no grey to keep going thru?
we keep doing this to ourselves, but we don't mean to.
it just seems to happen, it keeps happening.
it's like you make it all up in your head sometimes.
i can make my way in, but i'll never really be inside.
i can't imagine if thing had been different.
because, really it was bound to be this way.