Maybe I just can’t see up anymore
It's just down & straight ahead, nothing in either direction
Maybe it doesn’t make sense to try anymore
It's just failure after failure, with no sign of light
I just can’t remember when it wasn’t like this
Forgive me for what you’ve done to me
I can turn back now, or away
It’s all meant to be this way
I’ll take what I don’t want, to bring myself somehow closer
I’d rather end it all slowly, then just vanish away right now
I’d rather be someone else, because this mask doesn’t fit me
I’ll do whatever it takes, but it won’t take me anywhere
Just holes.
I can’t cover them up.
Just holes.
I’ll never reach the surface.
Holes.