it doesn’t matter where i’ve been / it’s where i’m going
surrounded by flames / i fear these sins are showing
cast it all aside / thrown all of this away
can’t see into the past / nothing left but today
where i am right now / so sure to forget
many things today / i know i’ll regret
gripped by these constrictions / hearing not a sound
portraits of dead memories / burnt and never found
shattered all these yesterdays / leaving just today
head down low, give me a start / so i can give up and fall apart
i don’t want to die / don’t want to live
hours upon hours of forgotten memories / i’m so sure to relive
i just want to be a part of it / even if that means taking your place
i’d end it all just to make a new start of it / if i could put someone else in my space
i don’t want to die / don’t want to live / when all the pain circles on back
i take what i don’t want and it’s too much to give / i’ll never make up for this lack
this lack of life, lack of truth / lack of everything
this space filled with nothing but holes
for a lack of something better / have to settle for anything
dropped down through the ruin of souls
and yesterday’s far from over / it’s clear this past is far from through
and although i’m slowly falling / the whole time i knew it was you
and i tried to convince you it was ending / but you never heard a word
and you should have known it would fall apart / now you’re sinking in the dirt