this world constricts me, silences my every word
there’s so many things, i wish i could say to you
but i can’t because of what it has done to me
the lies i tell myself, the truth all left behind
i want you to understand but i don’t even understand myself
i want you to tell me but i can’t even tell myself
maybe some day things would be right
some day the constriction will loosen
but for now i’m the slave, for now i’m held down
fed what you want me to believe, because i wouldn’t know any better
constricted to these nightmares
if yesterday was heaven, then today is hell
nothing falls into place
i’m too far outside, or inside to even notice
i’m detached from all of you
i function as a seperate unit
i could never be a part of you
should never be a part of anyone
everything collapses, i wish i was more like one of you
descend into nothing, i wish everything didn’t break in my path