i shouldn’t be a part of your world
there’s so many parts of me that shouldn’t see the light
i shouldn’t share this hell with you
you’ll want to hide away once you know the truth
there’s only one of me
nobody else should drop as far down as i have
inside of this imperfect machine
there’s thorns inside that cannot be removed
just bury me down so deep
and make me into what you want me to be
try to force me into this
i won’t be a part of a world i despise
i want to be one with the heaven in your eyes
but i remain in hell
i cannot have this, i want what cannot ever be grasped
it slowly tears apart at me, collapsing, as i’m left far behind
don’t try to tear off the skin, i’ve been trying to hide what lies within
i’m the flawed reflection of yourself, i’ll never be perfect just like you
do i deserve to be inside? while what is wrong is always right
i’m the thorn to your flower, succumbed to hate, needle in the rose
don’t remind me what i was, because i’m never looking back
don’t tell me who i am, because even i don’t know
so many things are wrong with me, i am just an imperfect machine
it works for everyone else but not for me, all these flaws you’ve never seen
i am not the spectacle, i am not who you want me to be
and i am not the answer, what i’ve wanted can never come to me
inside there is no normality, it’s all gone awry
the light will not be revealed, from everyone i remain concealed
there has never been any love, never been anything at all
this imperfect machine would turn roses to rust
(ashes to ashes and dust to dust)