It doesn’t matter what I do, there is no getting through to you
You’ve had the wrong impression all along, I don’t think you’d want the right one
Some things just aren’t worth the time, and some words better left unsaid
There will be no way inside, just another thing I must leave behind
I should face up to the truth, that I’ve done this to myself
I’ve brought myself more pain than anyone else ever could
And all along I’d pretend there was nothing wrong, while death found it’s way inside
You treat me like dirt, well maybe that’s just what I am
You place me far beneath, I guess that’s where I should belong
Along with what you think of me, this self-inflicted hell
You just don’t know how it feels, to be so misunderstood
You’ll never feel the pain that I feel, nor bleed the way I bleed
But that’s just because I’m the victim, the victim and the killer
I’ve put myself through everything, until there’s nothing left
I guess it’s good you don’t want to know me
Because even now I don’t want to know myself
For all I’ve done, and all I’m known for
And what you think of me, what everyone must think of me now
It just had to be this way, didn’t it?
It just had to be done, didn’t it?
I’ll fall away this time