Hallowed out inside, sealed up just like a shell
You’ll never break your way inside
Enclosed beneath this skin, is what you don’t want to see
You’ll never know what lies beneath
I want to open up, yet everything stays closed
Closed to everyone and everything
I can’t ever find the right words to say to you
I’ll never know the right way to be
(And I’ll never see what could become)
My steps go back instead of forward
Light goes out instead of growing brighter
Line after line, death after death
One stays behind, diminished until there’s nothing left
One by one, it seals my fate
Locked away from love, had to settle for hate
Words are a waste, we all live in this silence
Love is murder, so I hide from the violence
I stay away from almost everything
I crawl away from this wreckage
Of what I’ve made of myself
I’m shedding skin to become another dream
I’ve grown sick of all you’ve done to me
In a crowd of so many, it’s still just myself
But does it need to be? I don’t really need to see
I don’t really need it, or anything, after all