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A string of unending failures
I don’t want to open these eyes again
This life is but a death to me
How could I ever think I was ever really living?
There’s nothing to look forward to
Just an endless field of filth to look back on
Nobody ever wanted me here, including myself
Why should I even have bothered,
When all there was was hate?
I have no motivation
Just the false hope that something better will come out of this
And the false dream that somebody might let me out
It’s all lies, when it comes down to it
I’m going nowhere, that’s where my path will always lead
You’re all so content with where you are
Because that’s where I’ll never be
You’re all so happy in your precious heaven
That’s what I’ll never see
Eyes closed, and I’m shut down to everything
Erase me / leave me / you don’t need me
Deface me / ignore me / I’m used to the abuse
I am nothing, that’s what I’ll remain / Just a stain
