detached

I could run from you

But you’d never reach for me

Because I’m forever detached

Disconnected from everyone

And everything



You’ve been given it all

Still I’m left with nothing

I don’t know what I want anymore

Just something other than this hell

That burns my very grasp



I wish I could breathe

Through someone else’s mask

All I have now is you

Though I know

You don’t have me



I plant the seeds

But I’ll never see the flower

The real me, I haven’t let him out quite yet

He’s hidden from reality

This reality I regret



If only I didn’t live in this silence

If only love didn’t take on a form of violence



It’s ripping me apart

And the pieces go ignored

They throw themselves away

Because it wasn’t meant to be



Every day, another piece of me dies

One last time, laid down on the line

Just walk on by



I wish we could have known each other for years

But I bet you didn’t want to know me for even a second

Why should anyone want to?

You could never deal with something

That’s slowly slipping away before you



But if you only knew

If anyone ever cared

I guess I’m not human enough

For anyone, anything



I’ll never see the answer

But I know who’s done this to me

Let me keep safe these dreams

That will never be seen

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