Tears flowing, thoughts negative-
I'm back where I started;
Back into the strains
And pains of depression.
I keep hoping, keep wishing
It would just fade away-
But it doesn't;
It keeps festering and building
Until the feeling is too great.
I know by now that
It's too late and
Now nothing can completely stop me
From spiraling downward.
I continue spiraling downward-
Only because of no way
Of ever stopping to
Try and go back up.
Or,
I try and try-
Time and again I
Pick myself up;
Only to fall down again.
And by now I know
That it's totally okay
And I allow myself
To totally slip
Into depression once again.