Why?(Part 5)

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Anger/Vent

Why

Can't I just learn to let go-

Let go of what I never had;

What I never should deserve?



Why

Sheould I lvoe

When I've learned to hate?



Why

Must I hold

A heart

Full of hate-

When I must hold

A heart

Full of love and happiness?



Why

Must I hold

A heart

Full of pain-

When I must hold

A heart

Of pure golden happiness?



Why

Must this

Be too much for me to handle?



I can't let go-

Let go of what

I never will have or had;

It's too much for me.

My heart can't take

What's been given to me-

Why can't I just let go?



I can't learn to love-

Love is what jeopardizes

My life right now;

Hatred is al I have.

Yet I still believe to think

Hatred and lvoe

Go together and are not alike.

Why not one over the other?



I have no love or happiness-

Only pain and dispair alone.

I feel often times

Lonely and out of place-

Is this really

The me I've

Learned to become?



This is too hard...

Too hard for me

To handle...

...I'm all alone...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Wrote this poem last night. I was feeling lonely and just felt like crap. Then again I always feel like that nowadays...Ever since...Well this poem is a good read for all.

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