Why
Can't I just learn to let go-
Let go of what I never had;
What I never should deserve?
Why
Sheould I lvoe
When I've learned to hate?
Why
Must I hold
A heart
Full of hate-
When I must hold
A heart
Full of love and happiness?
Why
Must I hold
A heart
Full of pain-
When I must hold
A heart
Of pure golden happiness?
Why
Must this
Be too much for me to handle?
I can't let go-
Let go of what
I never will have or had;
It's too much for me.
My heart can't take
What's been given to me-
Why can't I just let go?
I can't learn to love-
Love is what jeopardizes
My life right now;
Hatred is al I have.
Yet I still believe to think
Hatred and lvoe
Go together and are not alike.
Why not one over the other?
I have no love or happiness-
Only pain and dispair alone.
I feel often times
Lonely and out of place-
Is this really
The me I've
Learned to become?
This is too hard...
Too hard for me
To handle...
...I'm all alone...