Diary Entry

As I write down events paragraph

By paragraph, page by page

And no sooner that I start I

Have no silencing thoughts about

The stuff I had just written;

It's all in memory that I intake

To my shallow mind of offerings-

I begin to listen to the words

My mind gives me in order to

Write down what I am thinking.



Seeing that my diary fills up

With both positive and negative

Thoughts is what should be there-

All plain in sight from my pen to paper;

Nothing else to shatter the pages

Of their importantness for my keep;

I know their pages hold stuff

I can no longer change or take back.



The entries I previously wrote were

All so long ago and forgotten until

I decide that I shall read them

Page by page until I have finished-

It will be as if another chapter

Has been told and written about

My life and now a new

Chapter is being written carefully.



The pages fill up and consume

My day by day hopes and dreams,

Flaws and mishaps-but only

To be forgotten as the pages are

Thoroughly filled with feelings and thoughts;

Until the chapter is written

And it is time to get a new diary.



My diarys are totalling up-

One day they could eventually be

Published for the whole world to read

About how good and bad my life was;

It really would be surprising to find

Fans who are my age who read it

And say they could relate to my life.



As the numbers of empty pages lessen,

I become more aware that I need

To read it again before continuing

To fill up the rest of my diary

With thoughts and dreams until

The end of the diary.



The diary will soon be filled up full,

And will tell another chapter

To the story of my life-

Althought I know it might not be

Published one day for the world to see-

The pleasure of writing in it

Has become a sense of comfort

For me and the well being of my life.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this very awakening poem last night. I dunno why. I guess it is because of the inspiration that my diary had given me to write about it.

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