I'm writing this because
Someone very special
To me has
Neglected me;
Someone I trust-
My boyfriend.
When we first met,
I didn't know
We'd have a relationship
As good as this;
A relationship that
Was bound for another
Thing I didn't know
That would happen to us-
We fell in love.
You were the one
Who brought out
The courage to say
The threww
Most beautiful words;
The words that bonded us
With love for
One another.
I was the one
Who asked if we
Could be
Boyfriend and girlfriend;
You said sure,
Why not?
You were the best thing
The lord has given me-
The best boyfriend ever.
As I write this,
I am crying inside;
For you;
For everything we need
In order to live
With one another;
These are the things
I think about
That make me
Shed these tears-
Tears of hope and
Courage-
But the most of all,
Tears of discomfort.
In the past 12 days,
I've been on and
Off the forum;
Checking my e-mail;
Waiting for you to
Come and brighten my day.
What I get in return
Is nothing at all.
Everyday I'm hoping
You e-mail me-
But I don't get an
E-mail from you.
I think about all of
The wonderful times
We've had together;
I even think about
Those bad times
We talked about
With each other.
What I'm starting to think
Is that
You want our
Relationship to end
Forever.
Is that what you want?
I don't want to
Have this relationship
End at all.
Do you want to see
Our life's future
Together
Come crashing down
Upon us?
To see our lives ruined
Because of you
And the turn of
Your world?
In my open opinion,
I don't want
This to happen to
Us.
Never.
Please make your decision
Wisely-
I don't want to lose you,
And I know that
You don't want to lose me,
Ever.
Earlier,
I decided that
Until we're together again-
No matter how long it is,
I will not eat a thing-
Not even my
Beloved vegetables,
Either.
This is a promise.
Do you want your
True love to
Turn to stone,
Just because of
You not being there for
Here in 12 days
Or more?
Is this what you want?
I'm leaving those decisions
Up to you, luv.
I know you can make
Good decisions,
And you know I can,
As well.
I just wanted to say
That I'm
Missing you, luv.