I would like to
Say this special poem
For a special someone
I have loved
In the past;
My first love-
A guy by name
Of
Joe.
Joe was the one
I loved since
We first met
In the middle
Of eighth grade;
Joe was smart;
Gentle;
Kind;
Funny;
Loveable-
Anything a chick
Would like to see
In a guy.
I feel in love
With Joe
Instantly
On the first
Day we met;
I think he noticed;
But that was then-
Joe never told me
If I was
Blushing right in front of
Him;
I was okey with that.
At the time,
I sensed that
Joe was also
In love with me,
As well;
But he didn't
Tell me that he felt it.
I was okey with that.
I also sensed that
Joe was blushing
Everytime that
I was near
Or talking with him;
I didn't tell him that,
Though.
I thought that our
Love would be
Forever.
But it wasn't that way.
We were like other
Lovers-
Disagreements here and there;
Then we'd be
Apologizing
And saying we're sorry.
We had a lot of
Love and
Respect for each other.
We were true lovers-
Until the incident that
Tore us apart.
We were at a picnic
In the park
And Joe and I
Were playing
Volleyball-
Having a heck of
A good time,
Laughing and having fun;
But
All of asudden
Joe and I had one
Of those aweful
Arguments-
But it didn't get
Any better;
It got worse-
I said that I was
Sorry for that
Happening-
But Joe....
He ignored me
And walked away;
I thought he was
Going to go
Unwinde from his
Unhappiness-but no.
This picnic was one
With all of my
Classmates;
And our teachers
Were there,
Watching us.
Joe had gone over
To the teachers
And they called me
Over.
They asked me
If I did it,
And I shouldn't have
Said it was...
But,
They suspended him.
I didn't know until later,
But I found out that
My love,
My beloved Joe-
Had moved.
I couldn't stop crying
For weeks in advance
About my beloved Joe
Leaving me.
I had a hard time
Keeping my food down
After I ate.
I cried myself to sleep
At night.
I did everything I could
To try and get
My beloved Joe
Back-
But none of it
Brought him back
Into my life.
My life, my love, my Joe-
Was gone.
When i tried to
Get help from
Someone-
It didn't come
For 6 more days-
Until I met Lyndsey.
I never told her
About Joe,
But I could tell
She sensed
The pain in my
Broken and wounded
Heart.
She helped heal it
Back to norma-
And eventually
I got over it;
I never forgot
Joe,
And I'll always
Remember him.
Joe
Was great-
He helped me
A lot,
Even when I
Needed help;
He was there
For me-
Through
Thick and thin.
I've now realized
I hadn't gotten
A chance to say
Goodbye to him-
I now regret
Starting that
Argument-
I never should have
Starte it
In the first
Place.
I also realize that
I never had a chance
To tell him
I loved him-
And I also
Regret this.
I now will say it:
I still love you, Joe.
Now that part is
Over,
I would
Like
To say
A few
Words
Of
My own.
Joe,
I miss you, luv.
I wish that we
Were still
Together;
And then my father
Would still be
Living with my
Mum and I.
Joe,
I'm sorry that you
Had to be suspended.
I didn't mean for it
To happen.
I'll still be there for you,
Joe.
I hope that will be
Enough to
Make your
Broken heart
Mend,
Joe.
Love,
Victoire.
I hope he will read this
Poem soon.
He has been a fan
Of Enya's music
For a long time,
Now.
When I told him
That I was also
A fan of Enya's music,
He smiled at me
And didn't say
A word.
I just want to say,
I miss you,
Joe.