I was going to take the train
its constant motion, bends, and rhythm
soothe me
you know I knew i needed a ride
so I asked
selflessly he complied
he came 2 get me
2 get me
he came
scooped up the other
my beloved brother
we
hit the highway
2 build on the byways
of life
sure wanted him all 2 myself
admittingly selfish
yet so glad that wasn't so
cuz what I heard, saw, and felt
caught the lump in my throat
tears 2 my eyes
whisper with internal smiles
"my soup"
and swallow them back
two of the three men
whom I love with ALL my heart
are here,I can't believe, with me!
they boys, they buildin', they laughin'
they bringin' me
here
I inhale deeply
in case this moment never comes again
they bringin' me
here
and to the train station
what more could I ask for?
I love them both the same
although it's love in a very different way
fam -n- my man
however close
they are separate
MY BROTHER, MY MAN, N ME
we walk 2 the platform
who's luggin' my luggage?
4 once
not me, whew, it's the best feelin'
fi-nal-ly
my train awaits
they still buildin'
I don't want to stop them
my presence halts no words
this was two fluid motions
I reach 2 hug my brother
his arms got me
they always have
beside his right ear on his cheek
I place a kiss
" I love U"
the buildin'
It's cessation is milliseconds brief
just long enough
4 my ears to
take in
"I love U too"
I turn
embrace my man
I thought we kissed on the lips
sandwiched between their conversation
"I love U"
"I love U 2"
back to shootin'the gift
I grab my bags, find a window seat
2 watch them, watch me
but they already bounced
I ain't mad though
cuz they know I'm a'ight, they know I'm safe
CUZ THEY SAW 2 IT, SO U KNOW IT
GOT DONE
no worries
just love
I wished it would stay that way
prayed it could remain that way
I hear the tracks
waitin' 4 recognition
to lull
clickety-clack
I gaze back
2 do an instant replay
close my eyes instill this in my memory
I gotz my journal
I'll write a piece about it
if not today, someday
months pass and that day is now
rememberin', thinkin'
clickety-clack
what would I do
toot-toooot...
what would I ever do
knowing this can exist
what would I ever do
without them
like this
tears fallin' (it's grace)
this night (I'm grateful)
no tension, no drama
just love
the best kind
special and fulfilling
like no other
it can't really be captured here
even in this story like form
IT CANNOT BE
an evening like this
CANNOT BE FORGOTTEN
OR REPLACED
just missed on
and reminisced on
clickety-clack...