U must
think I'm stupid
cuz I pretend
2 b
blind and dumb
while you're not looking
I squint with one eye
and
let my brain do it's thing
yeah, so what
I loved U so
much
yet
U didn't really
GIVE A FUCK
SO
FUCK YOU BACK
I'm
Backing out
of your life
cuz U must really think
I'd stay for more bullshit
BULLSHIT
smells like your name
when it comes from my mouth
many
hands offered me tic tacs
used to be I
pushed them away
or
just spit them out
now I gather handfuls
shove them in
until I can no longer
speak your name
cuz U like rotted meat
STINK
Your belongings all over my bedroom
Your Lingering essence
all over my sheets
Your body
all over my body
FUCK YOU
YOU NEED TO LEAVE
I know I hate this decision
decision maker
I must be
TODAY
cuz U thought
I was stupid and blind
I'm just a great pretender
for protection sake only
BUT
I
never pretended
to
LOVE YOU