Tic Tacs



U must

think I'm stupid

cuz I pretend

2 b

blind and dumb

while you're not looking

I squint with one eye

and

let my brain do it's thing

yeah, so what

I loved U so

much

yet

U didn't really

GIVE A FUCK

SO

FUCK YOU BACK

I'm

Backing out

of your life

cuz U must really think

I'd stay for more bullshit

BULLSHIT

smells like your name

when it comes from my mouth

many

hands offered me tic tacs

used to be I

pushed them away

or

just spit them out

now I gather handfuls

shove them in

until I can no longer

speak your name

cuz U like rotted meat

STINK

Your belongings all over my bedroom

Your Lingering essence

all over my sheets

Your body

all over my body

FUCK YOU

YOU NEED TO LEAVE

I know I hate this decision

decision maker

I must be

TODAY

cuz U thought

I was stupid and blind

I'm just a great pretender

for protection sake only

BUT

I

never pretended

to

LOVE YOU


Author's Notes/Comments: 

8/20/03 @ 5:21pm PDT This is just lame but I had to write something quick so I don't get emotional.

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