Now
PHEWWW
I'm sitting in the
green chair
I needed 2
b here
sit here
in the positivity of its leather
in the comfort of its softness
I've seen others
here
sittin', talkin', laughin'
and
sleepin' so sound
there's just somethin
bout' the company
it keeps
I'm not going 2
sleep
I am here 2
sit and feel
2 talk maybe force a
little giggle
but mostly
2 think, write, & deal
2 handle this
2 force back
a lump
and not of sugar
2 keep down the bitterness
and force away
little droplets
of saline consciousness
2 breathe deep
and feel myself
and not run
from my thoughts
from my feelings
from this
I've sat in chairs
b4
some hard and hurt your ass
while sittin'and lettin' time pass
those are 2 hard 2 ponder in
I've sat in chairs
b4
so fluffy and flooded with gadgets
that somehow U
lose yourself
within them
I have, believe me
sat in chairs
b4
that were weak in their legs
and cracked under
the pressure of my presence
yet this chair
I keep visualizing
so I thought
and knew
that it was time 4 me
2 plant myself
2 place myself
2 b myself
in this chair
which brings positivity
2 the life that chooses
2 linger in it
I feel its comfort
it is making me
sleepy though not weary
and I said & thought
I wouldn't sleep
maybe I'll just nap
that must be the power
of it
cuz
I'm sooo tired
now