My mother my brother my father
My sister and i like fire and ice as cold water
See i don't know how you feel but i am lost
Ever since they disappeared
Have you ever thought you wanted to die and that everything would be alright?
My mom pays the bills and everything else
Puts food on the table and buys you shit for your pleasure
I don't know how to express myself
Everything else should just be a blurr
Drinking and smoking aint worth it
It's really for me to say
I rather stay here and cry about it
Than to tell you about it
Everyone says i deserve the world
And i get that a lot, I think that's just bull
I'm sad, happy, tired, depressed
Everyone says i'm stressed
My life my world is upside down
I feel like I'm not breathin
Maybe I'm just dreamin
Maybe if you're quiet I'll stop dissin