where do I go?

where do I go from here... where do i go...because I can't go home to mother she'll say I told you so... those four words will undo me.. but I won't let it show, no one knows the real me and I won't let them get close.. because I feed the fire I feed it until it hurts..the pain I inflict on myself is substantial..so no one can do worse...what doesn't kill me will make me stronger.. a saying that's true...I hope...in my left hand I have a dagger...I'm at the end of my rope...I'll cut away the sadness but I'll keep my madness in tow. 

 
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Moving forward despite hardships and realizing the changes thats instilled within us as we aim for happiness. 

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