You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me-
And the worst.
You are my blessing
And my curse.
You make me feel complete-and yet,
Hollow and empty in lifeless zen.
You are my answer
In a world of hate.
You are my torment,
You are my fate.
You make me feel alive,
And Dead,
Now that we are at an end.
You say it isn’t permanent,
Just for a little while. . .
But, why is it that two weeks
Seems like forever to this child.
For that is how I feel,
Insecure and scared.
I love you
Yet fear this pain,
This grasping for the unfair.
You are my reason
For my fight,
Yet, I am loosing the battle tonight,
By thinking of you,
And writing this verse-
Your love was a blessing,
And I am the curse