Living in the past

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It's like im lost
Wandering the darkness
searching for a light
to guide me home
Everytime i think
I have found something
It fades away
back into nothingness,
Leaving me lonely
and more confused.

I see him and i see you
And im trapped between
recent past and distant past
Theres no clear direction.
My heart is torn
A piece to each of you
I said i'd never go back
but im living in the past

I dont want to move on
moving on means losing
love, friendship, EVERYTHING

So i hold on and pray
one day i will know
what i want, what is right
one day it will be easier
And i will live again
With a future
Not a past.

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