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Was It That Easy
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Emotional You look at me like I am see through,
As if I was someone you never knew.
Your piercing orbs of sapphire blue,
Matches that of my own to.
Only when I turn to stare,
I see you standing there,
You're stance never shifting,
And you're eyes staring straight ahead,
Never lifting.
As you gaze past me, my presence unknown,
By the continuous lack of seeing that you've shown.
I could shout or yell,
But as far as im concerned, you would never, notice, tell.
I could cry and say your name,
But even then the response would be the same.
I could walk up to you, look you in the face,
But you would just stand there as if you were in a trace.
I could place my hand tenderly to your cheek,
But even then, you would not speak.
I could stand there and just stare at your eyes, crying,
Breaking out in a sob just to tell you 'I'm trying."
Looking for any sign that you know I am here,
All the while wiping away every tear.
I could ask, knowing you wouldn't hear,
"How can I get you to see? That right in front of you, is, me, begging and wanting you to open your eyes and look."
But I remained silent and just shook.
Is it so easy to forget?
That you knew that you would not regret,
The decision you made to throw me away?
With nothing else left to say except, "I'm sorry, but I can not stay."
Did you not feel the pain in my heart,
When you willingly ripped it apart?
Was it that easy to stand and walk away from me,
And from a future with both of us as we swore to be everything we were meant to be?
I could sigh and step back from you without another thought,
Because I now understand that, no matter how hard I fought,
It was for nothing and putting trust in you I fell.
But at first it really was hard to tell,
That you were another trickster of lies,
And you didn't care that apart of me dies,
Everytime I see you on a sunny day,
Putting, between us, a good mile,
But I always notice you wore a smile.
Its when I knew you were truly happy an I have long been forgotten,
Your heart was just that rotten,
As she walked in sync by you're side,
But all I could think, was, 'She's in for he** of a ride.'
They say, 'they do it once, they'll do it again.'
The same unforgettable sin,
Of deceiving love and breaking hearts,
That as soon as that act starts,
Its like a tidal wave and it just grows.
Everyone that's ever felt its crash, knows,
And you would think the soul would learn its lesson,
But that's easy said than done when the heart makes a confession.
Those simple words, "I love you.'
Meaning everything when they are absolutely true.
I know that you are incapable to feel,
The impact of those words, just how real,
They were when I said them to you.
And deep down I think you know that to.
You don't want to love just use,
Not caring of the abuse.
Someday you are going to lose,
Something you should have held on to.
But it will be of your own hand,
When you continue to plant your feet on tainted land.
'I love you. Even still. I just wish for once you could feel, just how much. That I would give my life, more and such, to save yours in a heart beat, no hesitation or second thoughts.'
Was it really, that easy.
