Sitting here alone
Wondering why
Do you care, no!
Thinking suicide as I cry
The end getting near
Nothing to lose
Hiding my fear
Nobody asks
My mind is now locked
No more persuasion
No more knocks
Nothing to live for
Pills by my side
Telling you
Forget all my lies
No understanding
Writing a note
What’s the point
Nothing to gloat
Nothing worth mentioning
Nobody who cares
It’s happening to me
Life never was fair
I was taught to look at the good things
Nothing will change my mind
I swallowed enough now
I’ve ran out of time
Said goodbye to the world
The decision I made
Made everything better
A debt now repaid