maybe, if the world stopped spinning theyd see,
maybe just maybe, it wouldnt be only me...
stuck in standstill, frozen in time,
now please do not misunderstand,
on you i do not wish this crime,
a stream of tears never fully dried...
a mind of desolate land,
only making noise when the monsters appear,
leaping from shadows, feeding on our fear,
maybe just maybe youll see it in my eyes today,
youll see the way i dont know how to be okay,
youll seehow my heart aches when i hurt yours,
and my endless sorries stripping away at me,
ripping layers til i am bare, and all to apolgetic,
a weeping wilting flower oh how pathetic...
to love how i love, to feel what i feel,
my heart is to big for the ribs that are crushing it,
and my sadness swallows me whole, and i am lost in it.