I know sometimes I'm trouble
A lot of problems to
But sometimes I feel so lost
And dont know what to do
You say I should look to God
To tell Him all my woe
You say to seek this Jesus
A new life I should show
Sometimes I am carried
As people do the dead
You say I need to stop it
And stand up tall instead
I know the pain is over
At least in what we see
And yet i have so much hurt
Tell me how can this be
you tell me I do this or that
I'ts wrong from the start
You tell me God will fix me
But I have to do my part
You say I am negative
My words I shouldnt share
You tell me your my freind
You tell me that you care
You dont see inside me
Dont see how hard I try
That I NEVER have a day
I dont say I hope I die
I am sorry I'm annoying
A problem for you to see
Someday I hope to show you
The person I want to be
One that sleeps at night
Happy to close their eyes
One that can be touched
And doesnt worry about lies
One that has a smile
Becasue I am alive
One that can say I am glad
I know I will survive