The walls are closing in now
The fortress near complete
No one else will enter in
No more sad defeat
I opened up the walls I had
I trusted you to heal
I trusted those in control
To help me to be real
You placed me there or so I thought
To heal the damage done
To take away the scars I had
From all the battles others won.
Why am I so very bad
been told I'm still the same
My repentance not enough
Been beaten down in shame
I'm not a winner in this game
Lost before the start
Never again will i have
Trusting of the heart