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It seems like forever when nothing goes right,
You wind up lost, confused, no place for you in life.
No matter what you say it never comes out right.
Always ending in an arguement or a fight.
Reality dissapears from around your bitter life.
The people you love give up and say goodbye.
There you stand alone, hurt in your self made box.
Complete solitude from the entire world,
In your own anger that could have been avoided.
We go through life holding certain parts of us in.
Sheltering that part of us in hopes to never feel that pain  again.
We avoid getting close to those who appear too real.
Letting in the ones who in the first place never cared.
Accusations placed into someone elses mind from both sides.
Because you fail to have hope and let the little things slide.
People look at you and smile..
In the meantime, you question what the hell for? i'm nothing, and i probably will never ammount atleast not for a while.
Confusion sets in deeper as emotions colide..
makeing it hard for both to see eye to eye.
I know i'm not always right, but i'm also not always in the wrong.
I did'nt destroy what good was left, not all alone.
For all your dreams to sink into the floor,
it only makes you beg for mercy, more and more.
We plead with God to make it all stop.
He guides the way, it was never fully his job.
I often wonder why was i chosen to participate in this twisted thing called life?
I recieve very little happiness, nothing ever goes right.
No matter what i do, no matter what i say...
Nothing will ever go just my way.
I once had a gift that i gave away.
Which was to help the most damaged soul smile once a day.
It took many thank you's many silent cries,
to realise that i even carried a gift..
Or to learn that i was truly wise.
It took for someone special to show me my worth.
to tell me i am loved and beautiful beneath my skin.
God that felt so good.. i wished to hear it all again.
Everything that you have, everything you thrived for in live.
hurts like a bitch and cuts like a knife.
But to get to where you feel you belong in this world.
You have to give and take in this thing they call love.
If you can't except your partners flaws and faults.
Do'nt promise them that everything will be alright.
If there is ever that chance that you may walk away.
Do not promise to love them until their dying day.
I'll never give up hope, i'll never change inside.
He knows where to find me if ever he changes his mind.
I'd work through anything, no matter how hard no matter how long it took.
As long as the fairy tale we had was a never ending book..

To Be continued....