Not Me Is It?

Shhhhh  they say  

Dont cry now ya hear

It will be fine

A good mom you are

Love your children  

Love your friends and family to  

Always the one who listened  

The one who cared



Just wanna scream I do  

How can I tell you  

These feelings inside of me  

The times i just wanted to cry

Fly far far from here

How can I make you understand



This just isnt me

This love inside is just not there

Going thru the motions is a must

For no one can I trust

Love turns to lust

Just to have someone in my arms

Little do I see the harm

But at the same time





I have this ache  

Where once was a heart filled with love

The day; OH I beg  the day come soon

When all will be an end  

Author's Notes/Comments: 

just wanna close my eyes and be done.... but then i look towards my children and know i can not leave them here on earth by theirselves!

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