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Using for my needs
Been using others forever
Without anyone knowing
Not for money or material shit
Not for sex , cigarettes , or alcohol
More like how an addicted uses drugs
To keep a high
Keep a smile
Live normal
Feel important
Wanted - useful
Feel like a man
Strong
Dependable
I Used but I needed so I wasn't alone
For Loneliness was my withdraw
Forced to face what I tried to avoid
Force to feel pain I used as jokes
For Loneliness brings tears quick
Reality fast and it don't hold back
It's facts I hate
To a life I want to love without question
It's full of questions about things I took for granted and can't remember
From childhood friends
To the girl I lost my virginty too
ones I cheated on
To where things go on my timeline
But it holds answers as well
Answers that are hard to accept
The right ones instead of my own
That I made up to get by
To feel like a decent human
Some answers for questions I forgot
Most come with ah image
Some partial
Some fuzzy
Some so clear I see the tears running down her cheeks
