If there's one thing
To me
That's clear
It's that I live my life in fear
I don't think I'll ever quite
Learn to leave
The room
With my heart
I had shot myself in the head
Made to pretend
I was dead
Wanted nothing of myself
I want to forget what Iv'e said
I don't think
Iv'e ever loved
It isn't grey
It isn't hard to do
Or even simple
Good or bad
We only grow with these
Every day from birth
Learning
How we are to be
What we see
And what it means