He's been gone for 3 damn years
I have held on & kept back my tears
But that idea is gone, you can go to hell
I'm not holding back, I've got memories to tell
When mom tried to divorce him that day
You weren't there and i had something to say
When Ryan tried to kill our brother
You couldn't be there while i cried like no other
When i tried to kill myself you remained gone
You said nothing except for telling me to "stay strong"
These past 3 years have been hardest by far
You weren't here to help cover up my scars
I'm tired of holding this house together so strong
It's my turn to admit that it's your own fault you're gone