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We met on a night like Halloween
Were shy but smiled
Chemistry was there
In the air
He held me wen I got scared
But then laughed wen I ran
His big brown eyes looking down at me
I got lost everytime
There were other guys
Nothing compared to him
I wanted him to be mine
But I pushed wen I was not fine
Rejecting was my goodbye
Regretting I let him go
Just like my parents told me so
I miss him
I miss his dreamy smile
His charm
An those big brown eyes
We talk from time to time
I still wish he was to be mine
He had a party
I spent the Night
He held me like he did before
As a child holds it's Teddy bear
On that night
I thought there were feelings
But only to find out it was nothing
Now we don't talk much anymore
Maybe every few months
He texts me saying
We need to hang out
I say wen I'm free
But only to question why
His reason....
Cuz.... Just cuz
I don't kno why
Was it bcuz I hung out with another guy?
Or was it bcuz he actually misses me?
I guess I'll never kno
My question now is do I still long for him?
Do I toughen up
Or hold back
Why does he want to hang out so bad?
I'm up at 3am thinking about him again
I wish for a hint
One says give him a chance
The other says don't
Do I even get a chance again?
I'm over thinking
Just friends?
More or less?
Move on?
All those times
Cutest birthday gift to worst kiss
I don't even kno how I'll end this..
I guess I'll end with this..
Yes or no?