As my black tears keep falling..
I am weakening
no one to hear me
no one to care
just here alone
covered in yesterdays makeup
black all around my eyes
red eyes of pain
soon not possible to express
not able to breath
I need a friend
my friends bitch
I am not good enough
nothing i do is right
I have feelings
To them I dont
I'm a wall
The third wheel.
I go home
Sit in my car cry alone
No one to listen to what I have to say
Cant do anything
I'm a push over
I'm better without them
But care too much to leave
Sick of going to friend to friend
No stableness here
No real friends here
Nothing
Tears and tears fall
Black as if no light to seek
Black tears that never end