The best is just a reference point,of what I couldnt be,
But I will give my heart and soul, just make you come to me,
I will say I've tried so hard, but selfishness blocked my way,
To have you look into my eyes and not believe the words I say,
I deserve all your pain, and anything you desire.
Guess it was how I was taught, rewards come to the liar,
Sorry for all those little things, that I've let slip threw my hands,
Apologies have set the way, In this desolate land;
I have seen some things in life, that you should never see,
And I will try to protect you from, the demon that is me,
Lovely nights of endless light, tears fall to my feet,
Distance is my enemy, that I now have to reap,
For the days will finally come where you will become a man,
And you will tell ur distant son, the monster that I am,
Through a phone, is never the way, your heart should be let go.
My intentions where never this, this is something that you should know.
This is the turning point, I did what I could do,
I somehow could never be me, me in front of you.....