Confused
I am so confused
I don’t know what you want me to do
Do you want me to help you?
Or stand by you
I know u have a lot of shit
That u need to deal with
This is nothing to mock
I just want to talk
I just want to be your listing ear
The one that u can say anything without fear
That way you can say what you want to
And have no fear what I am going to do
I am so confused
I don’t know what you want me to do
Do you want me to help you
Or stand by you?
Its burring me inside
The way u hide
All these things away from me
You don’t want me to see
What your going though
And Why u do the things u do
I know I haven’t been there in the past
Wow has time moved fast
ME influencing you to get high and hide
Wow, I am the stupid Son of Bitch, showing u how to die
I am so confused
I don’t know what you want me to do
Do you want me to help you?
Or stand by you
I wasn’t there for you
Because the shit I was going though
I thought of myself
Instead of being there to help
I wanted me to be the one you trust
But I was acting like life no fuss
That’s fucking bullshit
I wasn’t showing a real friendship
I want to come to your rescue
And save you
I try to be a good friend
But I am afraid that this life is coming to and end
Now I knock on your door
But u don’t answer no more
I shut me out
All I can do is stand and shout
I stand At the closed door
And I see u dead on the floor
Now, I am not longer confused
I waited you to blow your fuse
I just stood by
And let you die