All the sex that was
had in the hotel the night before
Left me feeling sick
to the core
All the rich feelings
I had prior, left me feeling poor and tired
I wish my life didn’t
feel like it’s close to being expired
It has been dire
since I left my first fire
Despite that fact
that she was a crier
She was still someone
I admired
Even when I became a
liar and started adding stress
Self-destructing my relationships
is what I did best
No need for a C4 vest
strapped to my chest
Keeping both eyes
closed knowing it’s going to be quite the mess
But you couldn’t help
but watch, like a slow car crash
People gather around
like mass, mumbling nothing but sass
But wait, maybe…….I’m
just crazy
Hearing voices in my head with topics like
Ladies, marriage, and
babies
FUCK THIS! PAY ME!
I just can’t anymore,
my happiness is wearing thin
Just something I can’t
ignore
I heard happiness is
something so rich
I can’t afford
Therefore I’ll just
sit here bored, might cop a 40oz at the store
Since I’m poor
It’s Thanksgiving Day
but nothing to give thanks for
I feel like smiling,
and giving a fuck
Has become a chore
But you know what I
guess I got to make the best of what I got
Might blow off my
mom’s dinner
And head to my niggas
spots
I heard today everybody
is going to cook a lot
Gas stoves, smell of garlic
and cloves we just got
Getting ready with
them pots
Before we smoke pot
Can’t break
tradition, all my niggas in the kitchen
But before I head in
I just thought I’d
vent about life and shit I’ve been missing
First year without
the same girl I’ve been kissing
Yeah I got family, girlfriend
and a pot to piss in
But still this just
doesn’t feel like a Happy Thanksgiving