i feel pain too' im not that cold within
though its's been a while since i felt anything
expression died on me a long time ago
i do laugh and cry within though
like a boomerang hurt bounces uninvited often
im left with myself
i wonder where then are you?
issues' we all have we all say
living with it only maketh' it worse
imagery nice of a defined pure lust
only mine was a devastating beginning
a bath in the tub i so wait
only to be disheartened with his sweat all over me
i wish i could pour my heart out to anyone
but there's nobody
expression died on me a long time ago
even alcohol seems to have abandoned me
a cigarette' my only companion
perhaps till the time all will see a dying me
my beautiful long black hair feels like a burden now
he holds on hard' its only soul purpose
how do i get rid of it
i feel pain too' im not that cold within
in my life no such thing as love making
im left with myself
i wonder where then are you....................................
drop by drop" the bottle seems to finish
time for his sweat' all over me
i wonder where then are you.............................