Aftermath

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story of my life

I feel so good
then I feel so bad
I binge down the happiness
until it makes me sick and sad.

Look at what you did
dont you see what I've become?
this is what happens after
You've fallen in love.

I dont know if I ever can
I dont know if I ever will
feel the high I used to get
from feeling the way I felt.

I feel like such a fool
I feel so much hate
this is not the wish I would wish upon
or want anyone to relate.

This isn't the girl I am
I know I'm half alive
what happened to who I used to be?
filled with so much pride.

Who knew the aftermath would hit me
I didn't think I'd fall
I just wish I could've seen
and stopped it from happening at all.

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