Alone

It hurts when you don't say anything 

it hurts when you look away

your lost in thoughts I'm left to feel dismissed

i don't feel enough 

I don't feel like you care

i feel like I'm running on empty 

waiting for you to meet Me at my level 

I hold back tears everyday 

feeling ashamed 

for loving you the way I do

and to Have it not be given in return

what can I do to hear your thoughts

what can I say to let you know this is a safe place 

what do I need to do to heal myself

i can't continue to feel this way I can't continue with this life 

I feel alone 

surrounded by the one I love 

waiting for him to notice my sadness

my tears

only to notice my wrongdoings and not yours