Who are you messaging?
why do you seem to be able to carry a conversation with anyone else but me
Am I your comfort
do you not feel the need to communicate with me
are you satisfied with our relationship
do we only have a friendship
I wish you could talk to me more
i wish you made me feel you wanted to be with me
I wish their was no doubt within
your lack of communication causes doubt
your quick to anger when I do or say something I'm not supposed to
or you think I'm stupid in my statement
is it hard to be with me
communicate with me
grow with me
learn with me
if you don't think about me all day
if you don't message to talk to me
then what's the point
I want to feel loved
I want to feel needed
right now
I feel hollow
waiting for you
when can I expect these messages
when I see you constant on your phone
typing
replying
maybe even smiling
i am slowly dying
why can't I be the one that makes you feel that way
I just want to love
and be loved
why the fuck are we here
how have I allowed this
why do you think it is ok
I feel so fucking low
i dont Know if I can come out of this
please communicate with me
tell me where I stand
I communicate through writing
I can't speak
you make me feel guilty for feeling this way
I keep it inside
it is killing me slowly
when will I allow this to vocalized
inside is a battle
outside you wouldn't know