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Masked by a smile
Do you know what its like
To wake up everyday
Wishing you didn't
Your last thought being please dont wake up
And your first thought being why did i have to
Everything you do
You hate
And you think everyone thinks the same
You think everyone wants you out of here
And you just dont want to exists
You want to curl up in the corner
And slowly fade away
To wake up everyday and have to fight
Have to fight to keep your self alive
Because the thoughts never go away
Their always their to stay
Over and over in your own head
You dont want to be here
You want to find the restart button
Or the exit
But you go through the day
And for no reason at all
Your mood will change from good to bad
You hate your own existence
And no one will ever know
Because all it takes to hide it
Is a simple smile :)
But when your worlds upside down
And you dont know where you are
That smile is a fake, a mask, something to hide behind
Because if you show your true colours
No one will look at you the same again :(:
And when you look in the mirror
Only you can see the true you
And that smile doesn't fool yourself
Because you can see deep down
That the one looking back
The one who is also trapped in the mirror
Is the same one trapped behind that smile
And if you showed anyone your true thoughts
They would trap you behind bars for your own good
And the only method of freedom
Is to set yourself free
But thats the hard thing
Because you cant kill one without the other
And its a choice you have to make
Its either me or you
Who do i want to be
And how do i be me
Without you
Always remember
Never judge a book by its cover
Because a smile and sleeves
Hide alot more than you think
It hides me :(
