Today
I know
I look as bad
As I feel
I don't know
Or want
Not here
Not today
I have screwed myself over
Over with words
I love
I love
I love
So much
Everything hurts
I broke my back
For you
My back
And my arms
I don't know
Or want
Not here
Not today
I don’t want
Strangers
Or lovers
Losers
I don't want to count
On anyone
I only want
You
You
You
Stomach empty
Veins empty
Knifed
Knifed.