We intoxicate temporarily to alleviate indefinitely;
The stressors that swell in the pressures inside.
Your escape is unhealthy
But successful in its cause.
Revel in the smoke that shields your eyes
Or the touch of one that insights such highs.
Just be warned
To rue the day
Your stress infects your attempts to digress.
The enjoyment's torn from your bleeding hands
And the opaque shading shatters.
With it screams in quiet discretion
The breaks in mind and body.
The deficiencies you hold cannot reside
In the hollow cage they lived.
They will demolish and disintegrate
Walls of illusion intricately made
From torn skin, ripped hands
And the pores leaking chemicals.
All that's available, whilst scavenging the past
Is to employ methods to suit
The views of one's self.
Tear at the fabrics for need of a high
Counterbalancing the hatred with whatever.
You will wish to experience denunciations of all.
The release of burdens, guaranteed.