We’ve gotten far
But not far enough
We are friends
And nothing but friends
We are kinda close to my opinion
There have been things that make
Make it all go away
Somehow, I get up again...
By this poem, I intend to change
Change what you don’t like
Don’t like about me...
You say that I play these little "mind games"
But they are not....
Because you've played them too...
On me that is
And they have shot me down
Hurt me,
Broke me in half
But I stand up again
With my face held high
Even though i might
Might have not felt that way
Not felt up to the challenge
But i won’t give up
i won't give up till
Till i find it completely hopeless
My little mind games they,
They are just my shield
My shield against you…
That,
THAT is my weakness…
A weakness that cannot be covered up
Because you are the one that made it...
Made it what it was
And the one that made me afraid
Afraid for the first time...
i don’t tell you clearly, what i mean because
Because i am afraid…
Afraid what you would say
Say something that...
That would leave me out
Out in the rain...
Because of a whispered prayer
That i made...
Made so i could be happy
Happy with you...
The blank....
Was a kiss...
There you have your answer...
An answer that i was scared to give...
Also, i leave because
Because i have to...
To go somewhere else...
There are places to be
People to see...
And a corner to sulk in...
But that was for me to know...
i dont want to be
Be the most important person in the world
i just want to be seen....
Seen. By you…
But i will change
Change just for you
And that
That is a promise my dear...