Insanity


Sometimes,

I feel like I need a straight jacket

Because at times

I feel like a straight

Addict

Who panics

Merely out of

Habit

Or like the maniac

Who wreaks

Havoc

When he’s

Had it

Almost like

The kind

Of people

We think

Would be laughing

As they’re

Stabbing

Themselves

Happy

Coughing out their own

Blood

Or in some cases

Ending it all

With a gun

Ain’t playing Call of

Duty

Solo fun

Especially once

Your demons won?

 

And at times

I feel like a total

Schizo

Trapped in

The 

Fantasies

In which though

I

Keep

Imagining

Getting the feeling

I’m

From some other

Planetary nationality

Or maybe

I’m just a Canadian

Who lost his rationality

Because

To me

I’m in some

Drug-induced reality

When in

Actuality

I’m on the

Very

Verge

Of

Complete

Insanity

Nearly

Compromising

My own

Humanity

Only to realize

I was

Only

Overreacting

 

Why do

My mood swings

Keep overlapping?

I guess you can say

My brain is a

Living

Track meet

Making my responses

So embarrassing

Sometimes

I wish I were already buried at least 6 ft. underground

So deep

My body won’t ever be found

So deep

Geologists all over the world would be like “Wow”

I guess you can say it’s miraculous how

I can even control my

Own mouth

Let alone

Keep myself

From lashing out

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Second one. Warning, it's a little of an exaggeration. Still, I just hope it's good. I forgot to mention it's a work in progress. just give me your honest opinion on this.

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