the feeling is cold
it's in my heart
and in my head
in my hands
and in my legs
and in everything
that's been said
I don't know
what's happening
my brain shuts off
and I cry
I'm trying to find
some escape
and apparently
I don't know why
when I'm not like
this
I can think about it
and know why I'm
breaking down
for now
i can talk
in broken words
and feel myself
begin to drown