the more i see the more i learnt
the more i try the less it hurt
all my life i have been living inside a shell
had nothing todo nor a story to tell
just day dreaming my way through the day
i created many characters of my self that i wanted to play
from a doctor to a superhero yet still my life was grey
no one had ever trued to get me out and show me the way
he is a kid they said he will grow out of it one day
no one came with the answers i needed or had the right thing to say
it wasnt good facing life with a child's mind
i have been hurt so the pain made me leave it all behind
today is the day i stopped day dreaming and drew the line
cant face life as a kid any more
life is not pretty thats what the pain is fore
it reminds me of whats real and whats not
it keep on reminding me that life still has a whole lot