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openning my eyes to see the first light of dawn 

i numb my self by pretending to not know whats going on 

i freshen up in the bathroom asking my self which face is suited to be worn

is it a beautiful day that deserve a smile or a sad one which i should morn 

my mind is a maze of questions, ill never be able to escape 

i cant process emotions i see someones pain and yet i cant relate 

not that i didnt loose someone nor had a sad case 

i cant feel what people feel so i end up putting a face

to show am a normal person just like any other 

because if i dont ill never belong to any place 

the people around me think am a normal person who lives life day by day 

i have grown to be a great actor becoming any person with the right thing to say

my mind process the need of a broken heart i can see anyones pain

sometimes i know how to cure it and sometimes i show the way 

i became an expert at fixing people yet know one was ever able to see my own pain 

no one is at fault here, ill never look at the ones close to me and throw the blame 

how can i blame people for not seeing the pain of not feeling pain

to you this may sound crazy you might even call me insane 

but i am unfixable so ill stick to my own lane 

i have so many faces of whom am none

i became an invisible being who will never ever need to run 

i have nothing chasing nor am i chasing something 

my dreams are a void of darkness with out a single light

my thril in life are the challenges that comes along the way 

my life has no meaning my purpose in life is to serve

so see those who i should call loved ones happy because this is how things should be 

now am on the verge of working to support my family 

it was what i was raised to do

i dont know if i will ever have my own family, i never saw me having a life 

my purpose will end when they no longer need me 

from there i think my heart will stop maybe this is my reality 

a vesal raised to be needed when am not i will sees all functions 

i may wait till am needed again or pass on from this life

maybe in the next one god will build me right